have finally broken my blogger status quo silence!
gosh regarding my last one post about improving results:

i passed my latest chem re-test, so there. =)
finally back after five intense(not) days of PRE U SEMINAR 2008!!
and seriously i had the time of my life!
hahahs
it truly was an amazing and humbling experience to get to
know people of different tertiary institutions
and make so many new friends! XD hahahs i know
i used to stereotype people (a little) but now i find that
its really just YOU that matters, and not where you come from!
which is quite revelational seriously.
btw, you have to give credit for the effort the organisers
put in- everything went so flawlessly it was like a dream!
*gushes and rambles on about the SIX MEALS A DAY
we had- with lunch and tea breaks BUFFET STYLE*

feel really inspired to blog about every single person in SG 21-
faust! sze hui! wang di! vanessa! chan! sid! luke! john!abraham!
and so many more!!
and i must say its inspiring to see how people from different
backgrounds can come together and unite as a team;
to witness first-hand
the potential of youth in changing and developing the landscape of
Singapore(politically, socially, economically)

into a GLOBAL CITY; HOME FOR ALL.
then it was Pastor Lias service on sat!!

to be significant, not just successful!! really impacted by Pastor Lia
s preaching, especially to let love be a driving force in my life!
throughout this week ive realised some of my strengths and my
weaknesses that i have to change.. really want to overcome them
because some of these burdens have become like stones to me-
and i know i can be free now because God can take care of them
when i cant carry them any further...

still, one day i ll look back on them and laugh!

1. Insecurity.
2. Trust.
3. Fear and Worry.
4. Low self esteem
5. Over-estimation and complacency

i guess any normal human being has these flaws too-
but i can change! especially since identifying the problem is
halfway to solving it ^^

how to change?
LOVE GOD LOVE PEOPLE LOVE LIFE.
LOVE STUDIES LOVE FAMILY LOVE FRIENDS
LOVE CHALLENGES LOVE DIFFICULTIES
have FAITH./

a long time ago i believed in all these-
then gradually i didnt when things went wrong and
completely contradictory to these beliefs...
became quite cynical and bitter in fact...
having friends become enemies, studies that never scored
as well as i had hoped, seeing others with faith achieve less than
expected, and many other pains and hurts i didnt understand.

i still dont, but i pray that God will help me to one day =)

looking back, i want to think like the fifteen year old
i was back then...
a fifteen years old faith, with seventeen years of experience
and nearly three incredible years in my walk with Jesus...
and believing again that
through God,
ALL THINGS ARE POSSIBLE. =)